why is it so special?
i was being brought up by my late grandmother. she is the only one who i'm close with and every single that happened in my life, she will be the first one to know. in short, she is my best friend.
for years, 17 years indeed, my life has been a great one having her by my side. i love her just like i love myself. we shared jokes together. we spent precious moments together. we gossiped about stuff with each other. we talked about our personal matters every single day.
till the moment when she passed away on 22nd october 2004.
it seems like i'm all alone down here. i'm never close with my parents previously. from that moment, i feel like the world is crushing on me.
my best friends know how much i'm in love with my late grandma. despite 5 years have passed away, her existence in my life never fade away although she is no longer here physically.
maybe i can get some "stuff" from my family members. but for one thing i know i'm still lacking in is the emotional support that my late grandma ever gave me. and it's still the most precious gift she ever gave it to me in my life.
however, i must thank my darlings for all their effort in taking care of me, making my life more meaningful with all the jokes and laughter we spent together. i really appreciate their existence in my life. and i must tell you that no other friends are as wonderful as my darlings.
it's sheila & jiha. they have been there for me. thanks darlings. i really cherish every moment we had together & appreciate your existence in my life. no matter what happens, trust me, regardless if you are married or not, you are not alone coz i'll always be by your side till the end of time.