should i or shouldn't i?
may God answer my prayers
i don't know if i should be doubtful of that something.
should i or shouldn't i?
may God answer my prayers
time flies very fast. without realising, it's time for another birthday celebration. yup, to my love of my life, i hereby wish you happy 34th birthday. regardless of age, i'm glad that our love continues to spark. and hopefully, insya-allah till the end of time.
well, i planned for his birthday present a year ago. and finally on the first week of march, i managed to settle the present, as well as the card. the most exciting part is: i can't wait to give the present to him. i really hope he loves it so much. and indeed yes! like he mentioned "i wish for a star, and i got it tonight". alhamdulilah.
actually, i organized a surprise birthday celebration with his friends. however, due to certain circumstances, the plan was cancelled one night before hand. lucky not on the day itself - otherwise i can't find alternative plan on the spot. haha.
thus, end up, i planned the celebration with my fellow best friends - jiha & junhan. and this time around, another member was there too. he just entered our community. haha. it's sajid. welcome to the club! :)
12 march 2011
so, what did we do? managed to find a place for dinner. it's at eighteen chefs, a western restaurant, located at tiong bahru plaza. and it's halal. wanted to go swensens but just wanna try something different. maybe swensens a bit too common as well i guess.
about the food & service. definitely, the service was excellent. we got our food quite fast and they really polite to us. food wise - hmmm, not bad. but of course can't compare with swensens. definitely, the price goes with the quality of the food. can't deny it's cheaper but yup, i still don't mind heading to swensens of course.
back to the plot. lucky with the last minute planning, we're able to get everyone on the ground except of my beloved sheila & endy. but no worries, they are always in our heart, mind and soul. ouh, so touching gitu. haha.
took pictures and had fun talking to each other.
we head down to keppelbay clubhouse. it is a nice place to go & surprisingly there isn't many people there. maybe coz it's quite inside that required you to have a private transport. otherwise from the main road, it might take 20 minutes of walking. haha. we love the place so much. sat down on the ground patch. and it seemed like our mind were away from work and school. i like that. everything seemed peaceful that night. stress-free. haha.
and yeah, pictures are here.
last but not least,
baby.. wish you happy 34th birthday. age is just a number and i really hope you enjoyed your birthday celebration this year. including the present as well. i love you so much.
13 march 2011
it was a great time yesterday. similarly for this day. even better, it's the official birth date. haha.
i planned with her sister the week before. i bought a cake so that he can have the feeling with his nephews and nieces. and most importantly, the whole family was there. yeah, my 1st time, at his place with his family. everyone! his mum, his sister's family and his brother's family. it was awesome. this is the kind of moment i have been waiting for. to be close with his family members. insya-allah, it will last and i get the blessed from each of his family members about me & our relationship. amin. pray for me ya.
at night, his friend called him and wanted to bring him out for supper. so yeah, we had late dinner or supper at newton food centre. had seafood. was super excited that i forgotten to take the pictures. haha. maybe coz it has been such a long time ever since i had seafood. hahaha.
it was great definitely. i'm looking for more years ahead to be with him, celebrating this special day with him. amin.
bila cinta kini
tak lagi bermakna
yang ku rasa kini
ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu
dulu kau tawarkan
dan ku sambut itu
dengan segenap hatiku
bila engkau pergi
hingga ku memilih
cinta yang fana
hingga ku terjatuh
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cinta yang satu. cinta yang luruh. cinta yang suci. cinta yang sejati.
Allah menjadikan semua insannya berpasangan. entah siapa pasangan itu, hanya Dia yang Maha mengetahui. kekal atau tidak tiada siapa yang tahu. semoga dengan doa-doa harian menjadikan ia semangat untuk terus hidup di dunia ini.
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